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JACLYN ♥
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Friday, December 25, 2009
well everything has been as boring as usual.. these past few days have been totally like SHIT first of all well simply just feel so neglected and alone no one is ever there and secondly my parents keep on fighting. it feels just like war sometime.. during the whole trip my parents just kept on fighting sometimes i wonder are they going to get a divorce? that is exactly how much pain it is to hear your parents fighting sooo badly :( and the next reason is becoz my family seems to be falling apart and there seems to be no way at all that i can prevent that.. i mean i guess i just need to wait till the day this family ends then i can end my life.. and lastly eventhough it is christmas today it sucked! dad and mon fought AGAIN i really can't stand it anymore. why can't anyone understand how much pain i am really feeling........... no one really understands me. no one in the world can look into my eyes and tell me that they know me very well |